The Good, The Bad, and Whatever Else

So I have decided to do this blog off about memories. I never do these but I figured this one would be fun!!

So I have a few memories that I will NEVER forget in the order they happened.

1- This isn't my best moment but it was my sophomore year in high school the night we lost in sectionals. I talked my mom into letting me go to a party. She was not about it but I told her it will be fine nothing will happen Ill stay there and come home in the morning!! Well how wring I was that nothing was going to happen. We got BUSTED!!! I was so scared. I had drank only one drink and we all had to take breathalyzers. I think there were only 2 people that didnt pass. Til this day I still have the little straw thing you had to blow into and I know I blew a 0.007. Def not my proudest moment but I will never forget it!!!

2- There are 2 pictures that I will also have in my head and one of them is going to the hospital seeing my grandpa there after his long hard battle with pancreatic cancer. That was the hardest day of my life until I had Payton. I was very close to him. I remember doing all kinds of things with him too and the one thing that was so funny and remember most of all is when we were opening walnuts with a hammer and he told me his birthday was the same day as mine. I thought he was joking and my grandma told me no it really is. I looked at him and said " well it cant be your birthday because it was mine first!!" He was such a great guy and I hate that he wasn't here to see Madelyn and Payton and see me get married. Not a day goes by that I dont think of him. We had a lot of good times together.

3- I know we arent supposed to talk about having babies, but this kinda ties into having Payton. Everyone knows about her entrance into the world but getting to actually see her for the first time was amazing. Then seeing all the babies in the NICU at Kosair's was a different experience. So many babies with all kinds of different things wrong with them. Then hearing how a lot of the babies dont have their mommy or daddy come see them just broke my heart. It was an eye opener seeing these poor little babies and them not having a mommy or daddy to connect to. How can anyone do that. After talking to nurses about it and seeing it first hand had made me want to get my RN license and work in the NICU at any hospital and give the babies the care and attention they need. I plan to start working on this when we figure out where we are going to be.

I do have another memory I wanted to share but its against the rules to talk about so Ill sum it up in few sentences. The day of my wedding at Kye's a transformer blew!! How many people can say they had that happen and it was one wedding im sure no one will forget about, and the fact you got to get drunk before the ceremony even took place!!! I wouldn't change the way that day happened for anything!!!

Hope you enjoyed some of my memories!! This was kinda fun to talk about!!!